Danniella Westbrook has explained that she is "happy to be alive" and in a very good place in her ongoing battle with drug addiction.
The former EastEnders star first took cocaine as a teenager and has battled drug issues while in the public eye for more than 30 years.
In an appearance on Wednesday's episode of This Morning, the 48-year-old actor said she is excited to become a grandmother and continue to be a part of her children's lives.
"I'm happy to be alive after everything I put myself through," said Westbrook as she chatted to hosts Dermot O'Leary and Alison Hammond.
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She added: "I'm looking forward to being a nanny, I'm just so happy with this chapter that I'm in. And I think I just needed to get there myself, but it was just learning to like me a little bit."
Westbrook said she has found a "fantastic therapist" who is helping her to work through her broader mental health, as well as the specifics around her addiction.
"I'm working through lots of stuff still, but putting the drugs down was hard, but keeping the ego down too," the star said.
Westbrook added: "I go to loads of meeting, I have a sponsor and the 12 step process. I check in every day."
Westbrook first joined the cast of EastEnders in 1990, playing the role of Sam Mitchell, and had an on-off relationship with the show as a result of her personal issues.
At the worst of her cocaine addiction, she completely eroded her nasal septum.
EastEnders chose to reintroduce Sam Mitchell last year, with Kim Medcalf — who previously played the character between 2002 and 2005 — taking on the role.
Westbrook threatened legal action against the show for the recasting, but wished Medcalf luck ahead of her return to Albert Square.
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