Hailey Baldwin Opened Up About Reuniting With Justin Bieber After Being ‘Hurt Really Bad’
Hailey Baldwin Bieber and Justin Bieber have been letting the world in on their marriage like never before with their new Facebook Watch series, The Biebers on Watch. The pair is typically pretty private, but this 12-part show (filmed totally on GoPros) is an intimate look at their relationship, including the tough parts, like their initial breakup.
In the most recent episode, the couple answered questions live from fans and Hailey opened up about when they got back together after breaking up in 2016. The road to happily-ever-after definitely wasn't an easy one. "It was weird because we had been apart for so long," she said. "I was so cautious about the two of us because I think both of us had been hurt really bad by each other before.”
And the reconciliation didn't happen instantly. “Instead of it being this big fireworks, sparks-flying moment...I was super, super nervous and unsure," she continued. "It took me time to not feel weird about it.”
Baldwin previously revealed on the show how much pain their breakup caused and what it was like for her while they were apart. “I didn’t search for somebody to take your place and take another relationship or fill a void in that way. I really let myself feel the emotions I was feeling. It feels like grieving, it is grieving actually,” she said earlier this month. “You feel like you lose someone you really, really love and care about. I just remember I cared about you so much that I was like, ‘It doesn’t even matter to me if he’s in my life, in like, a romantic way. I just care about him so much that I want us to be in each other’s lives and that be okay.’”
For his part, Justin admitted that there's still a lot he is working on in their marriage. “There’s a lot of things I need to work on. Forgiveness things, jealousy things, insecurities that I didn’t even realize I had until I chose to spend my life with you,” he said. “[I] realized there were blind spots in my life that I didn’t realize I had. That was really hard, to work through those things, but I think when you choose to work through those things, I feel like now that I’ve worked through that stuff, you and I are closer than ever.”
However, in the latest episode, Hailey also shared some very happy memories, like what they did on their first date, years ago. “He asked me to go get sushi with him and I called my parents to ask them if I could go and they said no. They were like, ‘Absolutely not, you’re not going to hang out with Justin by yourself, that’s not happening,’” she said. “My older sister kind of covered for me and was like, ‘Oh yeah, she’s gonna sleep over at my apartment and it’s all good’…. She covered for me, and we went to dinner and didn’t get caught.”
As for their first kiss, it actually sounds very relatable. “The first time we kissed, we were in New York and we had gone to dinner together," she said. "We were just hanging and we went back to watch a movie and we kissed!"
New episodes of The Biebers on Watch are available every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, at 12 p.m. ET, on Facebook Watch and Justin's own Facebook page.
Originally Appeared on Glamour
